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So, I had to take an emergency contraceptive about a week ago.  I'm fine; an accident happened and it was a necessary precaution but I'm not pregnant.

Mainly, I want to write about how my hormones immediately became completely and totally fucked after I took that pill and I have been having PMS from hell.  I often have PMS where I get really angry and sensitive, but it's rarely ever a big deal.  I have great coping skills, and to be honest, the first day of my period is physically hell, but emotionally I feel great.  It's like a huge weight is lifted off my shoulders and I feel like me again.  Sometimes I even get manic.  But because of the large dose of hormones I took, I'm still PMSing.  And the anger is now rage and resentment.  I don't even want to leave the house.  Every noise and smell feels like too much and makes me feel anxious and upset/angry.  I can't wait until my body figures its shit out and this passes.  This sucks.  I figured I wouldn't be able to take introduce large amounts of hormones into my body without any side effects, but Jesus Christ eternal PMS is the worst.  I don't know what's going to happen this month.  The side effects range from missing your period completely because of the pill, or it coming early, or late, or it being terrible... Anything could happen.

I'm so pissed about everything.

My boyfriend's parents' house sucks rotten asshole, also.

The end.


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